Saturday, October 31, 2020

3 Ways Runners Engage with their "Deep Strangeness"

“To engage in a sustained way with the deep strangeness 
that is the human mind.” - Kathryn Schulz

1. “Terra firma” - Before I retired, most of my thoughts while running were, what I call, “Terra firma” (solid earth in Latin) or practical, focused thinking. This kind of thinking had and still has a direct impact on my earth-bound, everyday activities. These are not daydreams, these are solid, focused thoughts which will guide my actions after my run is complete. For example, while I was working on my Masters’ Degrees, I would mentally plan and organize papers and research projects while running. I also figured out scheduling conflicts, brainstormed programming ideas, and created solutions to a variety of work problems during my morning runs. 
 
Since retiring, the frequency of my “Terra firma” thoughts has decreased but I still plan, problem solve, and create while running. In fact, the idea for this blog post came to me during a run and I “edited” it on subsequent runs. So why is it that some of my best thinking happens during a run?

Science says... Obviously, during exercise blood pressure and flow increase, sending more energy and oxygen to muscles and organs – including the brain. This means brain performance improves.
“Another explanation for why working up a sweat enhances our mental capacity is that the hippocampus, a part of the brain critical for learning and memory, is highly active during exercise. When the neurons in this structure rev up, research shows that our cognitive function improves … Other recent work indicates that aerobic exercise can actually reverse hippocampal shrinkage, which occurs naturally with age, and consequently boost memory in older adults. Yet another study found that students who exercise perform better on tests than their less athletic peers.”1

🌎 With “Terra firma” thinking, it’s all about actively focusing your thoughts on a particular topic that you will deal with after running.

2. Mindfulness – This second type of thinking is about connecting to your body. According to Chevy Rough, a mindfulness and performance coach, “It’s purely about being mentally connected within your movement and not being distracted,”2

This type of thinking is most prevalent for me during long runs or races. Often people assume that I try to avoid thinking about how running feels. Instead, if I am running mindfully, I stay in the moment, notice my environs and my physical sensations. I monitor myself:
  • My breath – What does my breath tell me about my body? Is it comfortable? Am I mouth breathing?  
  • My rhythm – Speed up or slow down in response to my breath. 
  • My eyes – What am I looking at? Is my gaze relaxed, or are my eyes locked on the ground? Lift my eyes and look toward the periphery. 

In one study, researchers gave runners who were training for a half or full marathon recording equipment and asked them to “think aloud” their thoughts as they ran. “Mostly, their thoughts focused on the here and now, things like their pace or their surroundings. But they also spent a lot of time thinking about how much everything hurt: ‘My hips are a little tight. I’m stiff, my feet, my ankles, just killing me this morning.’ ‘Hill, you’re a bitch … it’s long and hot — God damn it, mother eff-er.’ ‘That sucked, but it’s going to be an awesome run on the way back.’”3 (sounds familiar!😏)

🏃  With mindful thinking, it’s is all about focusing on what is happening 
here, now, while you are running. 
 
While mindfulness is all the rage now it is important to realize that “you cannot sustain a state of mindfulness over a long period of time. You will naturally ebb and flow out of it."4  Which brings me to ...

3. “Cloud” – This type of “thinking” happens when there are no intellectual issues to be dealt with and everything is working physically. I can’t really say I’m am “thinking,” since I am blissfully free from conscious control.

For me, “cloud” thinking usually happens when I’m doing something routine and unambitious – like my daily morning run. My mind wanders, I get lost in random thoughts, and contemplate things that may or may not have any practical benefit. Sometimes I don’t even remember what I was thinking about! This is my favorite way to engage with my “deep strangeness.”

I am not alone. Other people are drawn to “cloud” thinking and willing to invest nearly 50% of their waking hours engaged in it. Why? “For the individual, mind wandering offers the possibility of very real, personal reward, some immediate, some more distant. These rewards include self-awareness, creative incubation, improvisation and evaluation, memory consolidation, autobiographical planning, goal driven thought, future planning, retrieval of deeply personal memories, reflective consideration of the meaning of events and experiences, simulating the perspective of another person, evaluating the implications of self and others’ emotional reactions, moral reasoning, and reflective compassion.”5

🌥  With “cloud” thinking, it’s all about thoughts simply
floating in and out of consciousness.

Running is my means, not just for fitness and health, but mental rejuvenation, problem solving, and brain stimulation. My mind expands, swerves, and wanders as the miles unfurl...  

Wednesday, October 7, 2020

"Seeing Things" or Seeing Things?

“I am having a hallucination now, I don't need drugs for that.” ― Thomas Pynchon

Hallucinations are more common than people realize.[1] Many of us have hypnagogic hallucinations — seeing geometric patterns or scenes– that appear as we are wait to fall asleep. These types of patterns or scenes may be faint, or they may be very ornate, rapidly changing and intensely colored.

At the other end of the sleep cycle are hypnopompic hallucinations. These, I think, are freaky. Hypnopompic hallucinations can be seen with open eyes, upon first waking. The most common hypnopompic hallucinations include an amplification of colors or you might hear someone calling your name. Some hypnopompic hallucinations can also be terrifying like seeing a giant spider or a dark humanoid shadow looming over you.

If you have experienced sleep cycle hallucinations, you are not going insane nor are you developing dementia. The vast majority of hypnagogic and hypnopompic hallucinations are benign. They are perfectly normal. Most of us have experienced them from time to time during the sleep process or while suffering a high fever.

While hallucinations during the sleep cycle are common, experiencing hallucinations during the waking hours are not.  Generally speaking, experiencing hallucinations while awake may be due to physical or mental illness. An exception to this is the hallucination experienced by ultra-runners. It is well known that ultra-runners experience hallucinations.[2] Thirty percent of Badwater Ultramarathon runners said that they’d hallucinated – seeing giant beetles, a ship cruise by, mutant mice, etc. - at some point while running during the 135 mile race. Run 50 or 100+ miles, and some really weird things can happen to your mind and body!

I am not an ultra-runner, just a regular, ordinary “recreational” runner.  The closest I come to hallucinating while running is stumbling across bizarre things mid-stride. All along the streets, trails, and sidewalks are weird and out-of-place things that make me wonder if I AM hallucinating!  Everywhere I run, I see things that shouldn’t be there.

On residential sidewalks: men’s underwear; a hunting knife; head rest from a car and a HUGE, dead rat in the driveway of a mansion.

On a divided four-lane bridge: pink, satin pillow sham; an unopened bottle of Bud Light; lottery tickets; and a half-used bar of soap.

On trails: a shower cap; a wrench; an unopened loaf of rye bread; and a pewter tankard all just sitting in the middle of the woods.

And everywhere on the planet: the ubiquitous single shoe – never a pair, always one, lone shoe.
... a coat, on a hanger, suspended with fishing line slung over a tree limb and tied to the fence. This took some effort!  It has been like this for a month, rain or shine!
... a sofa on the beach ... this took some effort, too!
... headless sea creature ... trying not to imagine the effort it took ... creepy

While my sleep cycle provides me with plenty of opportunities to “see things” through hypnagogic and hypnopompic hallucinations, running provides me with opportunities to see things that are strange, weird and bizarre. I have been asked many times how I keep from getting “bored” while running. Are you kidding? All I have to do is look around – I see things! 
’It was all a hallucination of course. Otherwise nothing worth noting today' [he moves on]”― Henrik Ibsen